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Author: Svetlana (---.monk.dialup.sm.chereda.net)
Date: 02-13-06 13:12
Internet-dating can be very dangerous. Some people become play with another people’s feelings. What it give to them? I can’t understand.
Some people that are not to luck and haven’t too much letters lose their hope. Or they began to think that everybody everywhere is the best but only they are worse. And it takes long months for them to began again to believe in themselves.
I would like to tell you my story. May be it can help to somebody.
It began six years ago, in January, 2000 . I worked in Islamic country. Looking for friends I came to American Singles. Making search I liked one English man but didn’t write to him thinking that he is too good for me. In 5 months I got a mail…from this man. I was surprised and happy. We told by messenger, by phone every day and decided to meet. It must be in August. He had tickets, I got some free days… He must come tomorrow but bad oxidant was happened in his work, two people died. (He said so, I believed). Next time we had to meet for Christmas. He got new job in France. Next some months passed with 4-5 phone calls from him. And every time he said that he will come. My job sent me to many places. One day I was in Moscow airport. My soul, my heart felt that he is beside me very close; my eyes looked for him. Later I learned he was really in Moscow right at this time, he managed the reconstruction of Domodedovo. In November, 2002 we decided to meet (again). It was my birthday. I took a car and waited for him to airport. His plane came without him, next plane, 3-th… I came home. He called me and said only three words: “I’ll phone later”. Am I stupid? OK, you are right. My waiting became to illness. It is impossible for my culture to play with people, with men. I have daughter and son, so I try to understand and respect everyone.
Only in May, next year I met his son on Yahoo Messenger. He said me that on that day his father was taken to prison for one year because he didn’t pay tasks. I wrote : “Say him I’ll wait for him”. Next time I met him on-line next May, 2004. He was free from November but was ashamed to write me.
For today he call me to come to UK (our Government doesn’t give him a visa). I won’t go. We talk sometimes and he said that I am only one real love in his life that he has lost.
Many of you can say I was stupid. May be. But I don’t hate him. That dream about our meeting helped me to live. I know how important for each person to know that somebody believes and waits for him. If he played with me.. OK. Time passed. Who knows who lost?
I am agree with Elena. She wrote: “I think it will stop when something inside you will say "It's he(she)!"... "And the thought of being without them is painful." – It is true.
I am not looking for anybody more. Good luck to all.
How long a man/woman will look for a love? To the end.
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