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Author: Zhanna (---.network.kz)
Date: 04-04-06 11:39
I like Blaine's description of love (I guess I am in his support team :-), but he doesn't need I think). It made me think about the relationship I am involved in now, whether it can be love or something else. I did it almost as a check-each-maching-point way:
"...when you love somebody,you smile and feel good to do something special for them" - well, I do smile sometimes when I get a phone call from him, even when I was angry with him before. But I am usually thinking about myself first and not about doing something pleasant for him.
"You think of their well-being before your own." - No. But I don't think that he does either.
"You think of special things to do for them." - Sometimes.
You worry for them. - Yes, but not more than for myself.
"You search in your mind for the words that are interesting for them. And the thought of being without them is painful. " - No, it's not, though I miss him if I don't hear from him for more than 2 days. But it can be that I got used to him or his phone calls.
"You are happy just to make them happy." - No. Maybe I am not this kind of person , but rather self-centered one.
And the most important:
"When you love-your energy is high and feel like you can do anything-nothing is impossible." - No, I don't feel like that. I can remember that I felt like that only once in my life, long ago and the person I had such feelings for didn't deserve them at all, I just felt so, well, maybe it were hormons.
Actually I feel now very down, because of many big and small problems, not knowing what should I do to feel more content with my life.
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